This post is the continuation of the prolonged family problem: Kindly read this post and this post before proceed.
It has been 5 months since the incident where me and the son of the bitch were in the fight, much to my mom and sister’s dismay. But, being a headstrong person as i am, i have yet to give in. I was still as angry as it was 5 months ago. *hint: don’t make me angry, lol*
Today, mom sat down when I’m eating my bak kut teh for lunch.
Mom: Son ah, how’s the bkt?
Me: Nice!
*silence*
Mom: Son ah, your dad had gave up in the business plan already.
Me: …So? What does it have to do with me?
Mom: Please, son… It’s been 5 months since both of you are fighting, and I’m suffering as the middle person. For my sake, can you forgive your dad?
Me: *silent*… I won’t put you in difficulties… don’t worry. (and that means a BIG NO)
Mom: Please! Just forgive your dad… please?
Me: I won’t put you in difficulties… don’t worry.
Mom: *starts crying* Why do you have to be so headstrong? Forgive your dad… please…
Me: I won’t put you in difficulties… don’t worry.
Mom stood up and went to her room. I continue to eat my bkt.
What does she expects from me? To forgive a person who killed my dream, my life and my dignity? My dad was dead, 5 months ago, in my heart. And you know what they say, those who’re dead will never be alive again. I know I’ve disappointed my mom to a very great extent, but I have my own feelings to protect before anyone’s else. As much as I can't stand mom's tears, I can't betray myself either.
This is such a lose-lose situation :-(
Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause there's no way to turn around
6 cookie bites:
sometimes we never understand. but those are the ways parents love their children we fail to see. i agree you are not wrong, but i dont agree much when you say they are wrong (dont hate me). this is communication breakdown. i hope you can find a way out of this situation which has troubled you so much.
p/s: my ambition was to become a teacher too...
[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot
haha... i hoped the same too... which wouldn't be the case anytime soon... we'll see what time can do =) thanks jino =)
If you need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to talk to me ok?
cj > ok... thx =)
Then you might as well move out and be independent instead of being dependent on your mum + dad. If he's dead to you or you hate him so much, why are you still living in his house?
You are just nothing
without your parent
if you dare
just don't use their money and moved out la
but if you cannot do that
please suck your words back and say sorry to them.
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