tagged by kar fei... =.=
6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-zsg
-cute stuff
-myself
-my friends
-nice food
-nice blog entry >.<
6 Books I've Read Recently:
-Honk! If You're Malaysian
-Life's Like That
-The Sky Is Crazy
-Can Cow Walk Down Stairs?
-Veronika Decides To Die
-The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time
6 Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:
-all the things she said
-为自己骄傲
-everytime
-you and i
-红蜻蜓
-relax (take it easy)
Things I Learned In The Past Year:
-be a group leader, not a sole leader
-today is the result of the decisions i've made yesterday
-how to organize things well
-how to speak on stage
-my confidence can be boosted by elaminating fear
-friends are your assets, not your slaves
6 Bloggers I Tag:
-huan ting (bff)
-tung tung
-mun yeu
-shu leen
-steven
-everyone else who wanted to do this ^^
i've ridden on a roller coaster today
well, not exactly a REAL roller coaster, instead, it's a emotinal roller coaster.
on the 9 in the morning i woke up (damn early), get myself ready to head for nationwide zsg's motivation talk competition. but since everyone i'm a road idiot, i'm naturally having no idea of where south city plaza is (even i've driven to there by myself few times already, which always involve losing my way). so i called william to ask for direction, he ask me to call him back when i reach the rm1.30 toll. when i've reached, i called him, biut he didn't answer my phone (because he is sleeping!!!) so i got lost in the highway and went to dunno wat place (but i remember seeing the horse racing hill, majlis sukan negara, astro and other places). After 1 hour losing my way, william call back and guided me back to the main track. So i reach south city plaza at 11am.
but the competition starts at 12pm, so i went to sit in oldtown kopitiam (oh no, not again) and ordered a drink and memorize my script, which i had only finished writing on the midnight before the day. So i memorize a bit and it's almost 12 so i went to register. my number is no. 9! ^^
emotion no.1 = excited
i saw many zsg ppl there (and make new friends) as well as greeting some old friend too. it's happy to see everyone. then, the competition starts.
emotion no.2 = nervous
when the first contestant (one of my friend) went up to deliver his speech, i started to get a little bit nervous. i started to have breathing problem, dizzy head etc.
emotion no.3 = scared
when it's around my turn, i need to go to take the height for my stand mic and standby at the side of the stage. fei yan was there to support us and encourage us, but i am damn scared. DAMN SCARED!
emotion no.4 = blur
after the mc announced my name, i went up stage and deliver my speech. actually i oso dunno what i've talked, caz all the process my head is dizzy, my hand and leg is shaking.
emotion no.5 = relieved
after my turn, i went down and take a deep breath, and went back to my place, and were greated by contestants there saying "hey, good job" and stuff like that. when asked whether they saw my hand/leg shakking, they say no. my heart felt the sudden relieve.
emotion no. 6 = boring
waiting for other contestant to finish their speech is boring, although there's some time when some of my close zsg friend is about to go up, i got excited a bit, but still boring la... summore the half hour break for judge to make decision is a little bit to long.
emotion no. 7 = doubt
the judges started to give comments. when they give nasty comment, i started to have doubt, "is she talking about me?" "what's so good about my speech?" "maybe i'll lose... maybe..."
emotion no.8 = hyper speed heart beating
the mc announce those who's succeeded to enter the top 10 and final round of the competition. the mc very bad, slowly announce, make me nervous and heart beats so fast!
emotion no. 9 = reset
the mc announced my name, i'm changing my emotion from nervous to the next emotion...
emotion no. 10 = high
yes! high! i'm so high that time! i smile and laughed and give my best applause to my other friends.
emotion no. 11 = curious
after the event ended, we all go to the judges to ask for comment individually. li ching jiang shi say she "buy" me to win the final, but my speech can be more emotional. jia jie jiang shi say my isi very good. another jiang shi (sorry forgot her name, not from zsg ma :-P) say i'm flawless. walau! i'm flatterned.
emotion no. 12 = tired
reach zsg to teach talent group for tomolo's performance. but something bad happened. my mood felt from "high" to "low"
emotion no. 13 = low
still unhappy with the bad stuff happened.
emotion no. 14 = honest
me and other committee have heart and heart session while cutting paper XD
emotion no. 15 = very tired
reach home, blogging about this... all these are tiring!!!
haiz... it's 3.32am in the mdnight, but not yet time to sleep... need to find soundtrack for talent group performance!!! T.T and other stuff to finish too... seems like i cant sleep tonight T.T
LOH CHI HO, u'll die faster if u keep on like this everyday
well, not exactly a REAL roller coaster, instead, it's a emotinal roller coaster.
on the 9 in the morning i woke up (damn early), get myself ready to head for nationwide zsg's motivation talk competition. but since everyone i'm a road idiot, i'm naturally having no idea of where south city plaza is (even i've driven to there by myself few times already, which always involve losing my way). so i called william to ask for direction, he ask me to call him back when i reach the rm1.30 toll. when i've reached, i called him, biut he didn't answer my phone (because he is sleeping!!!) so i got lost in the highway and went to dunno wat place (but i remember seeing the horse racing hill, majlis sukan negara, astro and other places). After 1 hour losing my way, william call back and guided me back to the main track. So i reach south city plaza at 11am.
but the competition starts at 12pm, so i went to sit in oldtown kopitiam (oh no, not again) and ordered a drink and memorize my script, which i had only finished writing on the midnight before the day. So i memorize a bit and it's almost 12 so i went to register. my number is no. 9! ^^
emotion no.1 = excited
i saw many zsg ppl there (and make new friends) as well as greeting some old friend too. it's happy to see everyone. then, the competition starts.
emotion no.2 = nervous
when the first contestant (one of my friend) went up to deliver his speech, i started to get a little bit nervous. i started to have breathing problem, dizzy head etc.
emotion no.3 = scared
when it's around my turn, i need to go to take the height for my stand mic and standby at the side of the stage. fei yan was there to support us and encourage us, but i am damn scared. DAMN SCARED!
emotion no.4 = blur
after the mc announced my name, i went up stage and deliver my speech. actually i oso dunno what i've talked, caz all the process my head is dizzy, my hand and leg is shaking.
emotion no.5 = relieved
after my turn, i went down and take a deep breath, and went back to my place, and were greated by contestants there saying "hey, good job" and stuff like that. when asked whether they saw my hand/leg shakking, they say no. my heart felt the sudden relieve.
emotion no. 6 = boring
waiting for other contestant to finish their speech is boring, although there's some time when some of my close zsg friend is about to go up, i got excited a bit, but still boring la... summore the half hour break for judge to make decision is a little bit to long.
emotion no. 7 = doubt
the judges started to give comments. when they give nasty comment, i started to have doubt, "is she talking about me?" "what's so good about my speech?" "maybe i'll lose... maybe..."
emotion no.8 = hyper speed heart beating
the mc announce those who's succeeded to enter the top 10 and final round of the competition. the mc very bad, slowly announce, make me nervous and heart beats so fast!
emotion no. 9 = reset
the mc announced my name, i'm changing my emotion from nervous to the next emotion...
emotion no. 10 = high
yes! high! i'm so high that time! i smile and laughed and give my best applause to my other friends.
emotion no. 11 = curious
after the event ended, we all go to the judges to ask for comment individually. li ching jiang shi say she "buy" me to win the final, but my speech can be more emotional. jia jie jiang shi say my isi very good. another jiang shi (sorry forgot her name, not from zsg ma :-P) say i'm flawless. walau! i'm flatterned.
emotion no. 12 = tired
reach zsg to teach talent group for tomolo's performance. but something bad happened. my mood felt from "high" to "low"
emotion no. 13 = low
still unhappy with the bad stuff happened.
emotion no. 14 = honest
me and other committee have heart and heart session while cutting paper XD
emotion no. 15 = very tired
reach home, blogging about this... all these are tiring!!!
haiz... it's 3.32am in the mdnight, but not yet time to sleep... need to find soundtrack for talent group performance!!! T.T and other stuff to finish too... seems like i cant sleep tonight T.T
LOH CHI HO, u'll die faster if u keep on like this everyday
today i woke up DAMN early, 10am!!! because i have a date with my darlingdar!~
i told lingdar (birthday girl) that daling pz can't make it today, she seems a bit sad and angry (caz pz ffk her on monday too XD). i fetch lingdar to ss2 prince cafe, then pz turn out to be there. SURPRISE!~
then, we start to order food and camwhore lo!~
darling: dunno wat to order ler... help... i got 选择恐惧症 one...
darling: ah! i know what to order already~ ^^
lingdar: wat u looking at, har? WHAT U LOOKING AT!? WANNA FIGHT IZIT???
huan ting: WOAH, sai mm sai so cute, i hate u, T.T
the pic with all 3 of us inside
wat i ordered, dragon fruit drink and tom yam bihun
wat darling ordered, french toast
darling: TQ mr bread for being so delicious...
darling: ...and now i'm gonna eat you!!
wat lingdar ordered, prince sandwhich
lingdar become less fierce when she saw her food
mango ice-moutain, darlingdar's signature dish @ the Prince cafe (one for each of us!~)
darling with our mango ice-mountain
with our food served, we started to dig in!~ but here comes the dilemmas
hmm... where should i start to cut first ler??
hmm... should i eat the sotong first or the crabstick first??
hmm... which one should i eat first ler?
ok lah, i eat this one first
hmm... which side of the triangle should i eat first??
ok, i eat the vege side first!
10 minutes later...
mine --> kosong
darling's --> oso kosong
lingdar --> wei ar! why u 2 eat so fast one??
after lingdar FINALLY finishes her food, we left and went to darling pz's house to sit around and waste time =)
darling: nah, show u leng chai picture.
lingdar: har? where got leng chai? y ur taste drop adee ah?
ss with darling (and her fat fat hand)
darling: wei ar! dun take my fat fat hand's picture lah!
darling: aiyer... no face to see people already...
the 2nd picture with all 3 of us inside
after hanging around pz's room and watched "you don't mess with the zohan", we go downstairs to cut cake!~
where is my cake?
the cake we bought from secret recipe is...
tada! raspberry cheesecake!~
lingdar: TQ darling pz, TQ darling ch!
and this is how the outing is. nothing special, but full of bonding sessions!~ ^^ cheers
i told lingdar (birthday girl) that daling pz can't make it today, she seems a bit sad and angry (caz pz ffk her on monday too XD). i fetch lingdar to ss2 prince cafe, then pz turn out to be there. SURPRISE!~
then, we start to order food and camwhore lo!~
darling: dunno wat to order ler... help... i got 选择恐惧症 one...
darling: ah! i know what to order already~ ^^
lingdar: wat u looking at, har? WHAT U LOOKING AT!? WANNA FIGHT IZIT???
huan ting: WOAH, sai mm sai so cute, i hate u, T.T
the pic with all 3 of us inside
wat i ordered, dragon fruit drink and tom yam bihun
wat darling ordered, french toast
darling: TQ mr bread for being so delicious...
darling: ...and now i'm gonna eat you!!
wat lingdar ordered, prince sandwhich
lingdar become less fierce when she saw her food
mango ice-moutain, darlingdar's signature dish @ the Prince cafe (one for each of us!~)
darling with our mango ice-mountain
with our food served, we started to dig in!~ but here comes the dilemmas
hmm... where should i start to cut first ler??
hmm... should i eat the sotong first or the crabstick first??
hmm... which one should i eat first ler?
ok lah, i eat this one first
hmm... which side of the triangle should i eat first??
ok, i eat the vege side first!
10 minutes later...
mine --> kosong
darling's --> oso kosong
lingdar --> wei ar! why u 2 eat so fast one??
after lingdar FINALLY finishes her food, we left and went to darling pz's house to sit around and waste time =)
darling: nah, show u leng chai picture.
lingdar: har? where got leng chai? y ur taste drop adee ah?
ss with darling (and her fat fat hand)
darling: wei ar! dun take my fat fat hand's picture lah!
darling: aiyer... no face to see people already...
the 2nd picture with all 3 of us inside
after hanging around pz's room and watched "you don't mess with the zohan", we go downstairs to cut cake!~
where is my cake?
the cake we bought from secret recipe is...
tada! raspberry cheesecake!~
lingdar: TQ darling pz, TQ darling ch!
and this is how the outing is. nothing special, but full of bonding sessions!~ ^^ cheers
ok, i knew it's the 3rd post for the same day, but i HAVE to post this (or i'm history)...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGDAR!!!
for those who dunno who lingdar is
since i already retire from baking, i will give u a birthday cake's picture as ganti rugi la XD
looks familiar ler :-p
one not enough?
have another one!~
remember our date on wednesday o! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGDAR! I'll love u n miss u like i love n miss mango!~
i love n i miss mango ><
p.s: zhoung don't envy, u will get the same post (with names altered) during ur bday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGDAR!!!
for those who dunno who lingdar is
since i already retire from baking, i will give u a birthday cake's picture as ganti rugi la XD
looks familiar ler :-p
one not enough?
have another one!~
remember our date on wednesday o! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGDAR! I'll love u n miss u like i love n miss mango!~
i love n i miss mango ><
p.s: zhoung don't envy, u will get the same post (with names altered) during ur bday
well, today (technichally yesterday, it'd past 12am) i went to bentong zsg with lao da. he brought me and loy over to show us how bentong zsg is, share experiences and give morale support etc. i meet zhi liang at 11am to teach him 3rd round (at pjs la), then i ask him (actually i beg him) to fetch me to batu caves, where i'm suppose to meet with loy. there's an advantage for being a road idiot after all, at least will got someone fetch me =) thank you zhi liang ^^
so around 1pm me n loy n lao da meet up to eat chicken rice (roasted with chacoal) and rush to bentong, since their class start at 2pm. when we reach, i saw 2 student and some zhu wei. hmm, their class and environment is better than us actually, but the student there is very pity, cause there's only 8 student there to graduate. me and loy and lao da chatted for a while, then suddenly the zhu wei there ask me to become zhu chi ren! walao, unprepare enough, only 5 minute to prepare, but i did not bad oso la. :-p at least got praises (hehe)
really learnt alot from bentong zsg, on how their zhu wei work together despite the limited resources and manpowers. salutes! after went back from bentong, loy fetch me back from batu caves to pjs where my car was parked, then i drive back to shah alam to have dinner with my mommy (which non-stop mumbling about me not spending enough time with her). so i chat with her AFTER i got my weekly allowance XD
lingdar u see, me such a good boy boy o ^^
so around 1pm me n loy n lao da meet up to eat chicken rice (roasted with chacoal) and rush to bentong, since their class start at 2pm. when we reach, i saw 2 student and some zhu wei. hmm, their class and environment is better than us actually, but the student there is very pity, cause there's only 8 student there to graduate. me and loy and lao da chatted for a while, then suddenly the zhu wei there ask me to become zhu chi ren! walao, unprepare enough, only 5 minute to prepare, but i did not bad oso la. :-p at least got praises (hehe)
really learnt alot from bentong zsg, on how their zhu wei work together despite the limited resources and manpowers. salutes! after went back from bentong, loy fetch me back from batu caves to pjs where my car was parked, then i drive back to shah alam to have dinner with my mommy (which non-stop mumbling about me not spending enough time with her). so i chat with her AFTER i got my weekly allowance XD
lingdar u see, me such a good boy boy o ^^
every night
we're all alone
every night
my only hope
is the light
that's shining from inside you
'cause you believe
in what we are
you believe
in what we'll be
give me strength
so i can stand beside you
just a side
to an anguished street
criticized
for what we believe
if we hide
maybe we can make it through this
is it fair
to be burned away?
is it fair
that we live this way?
victimized
for a life we didn't ask for...
no truths to confirm
no lies to deny
too hopeless to care
we're too scared to cry
you and i
hold me tight
you and i
gotta fight
you and i
side by side
you and i
say good-bye
you and i
feels so right
you and i
holding tight
you and i
side by side
you and i
for the rest of our lives
this morning, my mom routinely reminds:
had you took your airplane ticket already?
had you packed everything?
where's the cash pound sterling that i've given you?
had you get your visa and international student pass ready?
where did you put the rice cooker?
where is your identity card?
where is your jacket?
do u have the contact number of the person you should contact once you reach the airport?
don't help anyone to take their luggage!
don't forget to call me when you reach UK
don't...
and the list goes on... and on... and on... i would take me an hour to list the whole thing out, so no thanks...
so, 4 in the afternoon today, i put the luggage onto my sister car, and she droves me to my mom's office...
and then, i drove my sister's car away to zsg.
hurray! my sister finally left to UK!
without her, i'm finally the king in my house!!!~ woohoo...
still, i might miss her, once in a blue moon... (giggles)
had you took your airplane ticket already?
had you packed everything?
where's the cash pound sterling that i've given you?
had you get your visa and international student pass ready?
where did you put the rice cooker?
where is your identity card?
where is your jacket?
do u have the contact number of the person you should contact once you reach the airport?
don't help anyone to take their luggage!
don't forget to call me when you reach UK
don't...
and the list goes on... and on... and on... i would take me an hour to list the whole thing out, so no thanks...
so, 4 in the afternoon today, i put the luggage onto my sister car, and she droves me to my mom's office...
and then, i drove my sister's car away to zsg.
hurray! my sister finally left to UK!
without her, i'm finally the king in my house!!!~ woohoo...
still, i might miss her, once in a blue moon... (giggles)
i was just thinking what i've been thinking...
oh no...
what had happened to me?
NONONO!!!! i CANNOT fall in love again!
i think i should get some sleep and forget about this...
oh no...
what had happened to me?
NONONO!!!! i CANNOT fall in love again!
i think i should get some sleep and forget about this...
ok. the cat post is hanging around for too long. so i have to update at least something.
hey! guess what? mooncake festival is coming!!!
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!~
and SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA. Haha.
hey! guess what? mooncake festival is coming!!!
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!~
and SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA. Haha.
today, i saw 2 cat.
this 2 cat is very quite; they never growls; they never jumps around and create trobles; they never scratches.
in fact, they are not moving at all. they are dead. they were wheeled over by some vehicle in the middle of the road. with blood all over and their body lying in the middle of the road.
i saw one of this cat in front my house, another in front NPE toll.
may god bless the cats, in heaven.
4 hours. that's how long i took to finish a 216 page english book.
wohoo~ finally done with 'the sky is crazy'.
and now, its time to zzz...
wohoo~ finally done with 'the sky is crazy'.
and now, its time to zzz...
since everyone is mentioning felicia in their blog/msn/watsoever, so i figure i shouldn't be outdated too. here's mine.
feli
we miss you >.<
feli
we miss you >.<
it's 2.04 in the morning, and i've just finished reading "Life's Like That" by Lydia Teh.
actually i know it's kinda weird to read her 2nd book after reading her 3rd, "Honk! If You're Malaysian". you know, authors hons their writing skills book by book, and reading the latest book first gives me a feeling that her 2nd book is not as appealing as the 3rd. it also sold less compared to her 3rd book. no wonder la, look at the 2nd book's cover.
and her 3rd book
witty and refreshing. highly recommended.
it's pretty obvious. besides the improved writing, the cover page is much attractive too. luckily, the second printing of Life's Like That features a WAY better cover.
a good book to understand what a mum's thinking.
i bought "Honk!" one month ago and finishes it in 3 days. i read it for the second time and this time i'm done with it within 2 days. surprisingly, the laughter still gets into me despite 2nd time reading it means that i would had knew what's gonna pop up.
so i bought "Life's Like That" too yesterday, and finishes it by today, in 2 days! woohoo~ i shall graduate from PROGRAM NILAM!~ LOL!
it's time to sleep. tata. i shall dig into the book again for the 2nd time, after reading "The Sky Is Crazy", which i bought yesterday too.
oh wait. what about my schoolwork(s)?
actually i know it's kinda weird to read her 2nd book after reading her 3rd, "Honk! If You're Malaysian". you know, authors hons their writing skills book by book, and reading the latest book first gives me a feeling that her 2nd book is not as appealing as the 3rd. it also sold less compared to her 3rd book. no wonder la, look at the 2nd book's cover.
and her 3rd book
witty and refreshing. highly recommended.
it's pretty obvious. besides the improved writing, the cover page is much attractive too. luckily, the second printing of Life's Like That features a WAY better cover.
a good book to understand what a mum's thinking.
i bought "Honk!" one month ago and finishes it in 3 days. i read it for the second time and this time i'm done with it within 2 days. surprisingly, the laughter still gets into me despite 2nd time reading it means that i would had knew what's gonna pop up.
so i bought "Life's Like That" too yesterday, and finishes it by today, in 2 days! woohoo~ i shall graduate from PROGRAM NILAM!~ LOL!
it's time to sleep. tata. i shall dig into the book again for the 2nd time, after reading "The Sky Is Crazy", which i bought yesterday too.
oh wait. what about my schoolwork(s)?
it's the last day of the trip, everyone's getting sadden by the fact that after this trip, we're not going to see each other that often anymore. everyone's heading to different universities and degree courses. although we can still meet up for a yum cha session once in a while, it wouldn't be the same.
so, in order to spice up the ending part of our cameron trip, we hit our favourite cafe again!~
STARBUCKS!~
yong and joyce flashing their drinks~
the "green tea frap" gang
wah! same colour for the outside
...and same colour for the inside too!
we are an educated bunch, you know?
after a happy time sipping on our drinks and chatting and camwhoring, the time has come for us to leave the cafe and went to the bus station for our bus. on our way, we spotted an openly declaration of love towards CH!
ok, it's lame...
we went on our bus. the driver did a headcount and we're on our way back to the busy and filthy KL.
siyan is obviously sad over the ending of such memorable trip
on our way back, there's a child sitting in front of joyce and yong, which often turns back to play with us. joyce even become friends with him.
this guy is so cute. he handed his packet of ping pong biscuit to joyce as a sign of friendship XD
and there it goes, the end of a perfect, memorable, fun, crazy and *whatever you name it* trip. memories may fade, but photos in the laptop will stay there for a long time, and this shall helps me in remembering such "good-old-day"!~
so, in order to spice up the ending part of our cameron trip, we hit our favourite cafe again!~
STARBUCKS!~
yong and joyce flashing their drinks~
the "green tea frap" gang
wah! same colour for the outside
...and same colour for the inside too!
we are an educated bunch, you know?
after a happy time sipping on our drinks and chatting and camwhoring, the time has come for us to leave the cafe and went to the bus station for our bus. on our way, we spotted an openly declaration of love towards CH!
ok, it's lame...
we went on our bus. the driver did a headcount and we're on our way back to the busy and filthy KL.
siyan is obviously sad over the ending of such memorable trip
on our way back, there's a child sitting in front of joyce and yong, which often turns back to play with us. joyce even become friends with him.
this guy is so cute. he handed his packet of ping pong biscuit to joyce as a sign of friendship XD
and there it goes, the end of a perfect, memorable, fun, crazy and *whatever you name it* trip. memories may fade, but photos in the laptop will stay there for a long time, and this shall helps me in remembering such "good-old-day"!~
